Staying Positive

   I am having a hard time doing this (staying positive). I'm all excited about my pregnancy most of the time, but any little thing happens and I start to freak out. I can usually keep myself mostly calm, but it's hard. It's funny, because I know the little things that happen don't really mean anything. I just worry anyway.
   My husband is getting more into it too. That's kind of cool. He's busy working and everything is going well with his business. I'm so excited he's finally out doing this!
   I took the time to go out and visit my grandma this weekend. It was a long overdue visit. I love going to see her, but I never seem to make as much time as I should to visit her. It was nice to talk with her for a few hours. I really wanted to tell her I'm pregnant, but I'll wait until I'm further along. I have my first appointment on the 28th this month. I can not wait! At the same time I am very nervous about the appointment. It was at my first appointment that I found out my babies heart had stopped last time. I told my husband that he needs to go with me, and I keep reminding him about when the appointment is. He better be there with me.
   I've been looking for another job, but now that I'm pregnant I'm thinking about staying at this job for a while. It would be a good schedule to have. We may not have to pay for daycare for the baby if I stay here. I'll have to see what turns out to be best for us.